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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
1/31/2007 05:18:00 PM


Finally done with my blogskin! ^-^
Do try to comment on it in the tagboard kkae? Heez..
Thanks lots! =P
[Sat]
Updates:
Yep, went off to Kh's house to celebrate his birthday
I reached in the evening. By the time, Wk gonna go off soon.
Haha... Buffet! I ate.. Was famished.. LOL...
Really have fun there lah.. Heez.. And chit chat rubbish..
Watched the full match on Spore VS M'sia..
Spore won! But throughout the entire match, we can laugh
all the way.. Asian's soccer was finny lar.. Heez...
Played mahjong.. Cut the cakes.. Till 11pm plus, we all
went off...



[Sun]
Was my cousin's 21st year old birthday party. Headed off to e condo
at Yishun at noon.. Plus bringing all my exams stuffs along. -__-
Boring.. Jap and Data comm.. >.< Had buffet again. From delhi wadever
name it is.. Heez.. Quite lots of people bah.. But all went off in
the evening.. E adults were playing mahjong.. As for me, back to
mugging again.. -__-
Yep. Nth much.. At night had 'nesi brani' and curry for dinner.. =D
Till 1am plus they had settled then we leave..
And i've class at 8am the next mrn! OMG!



[Mon]
Data comm was managable. But for last few..
I completely have no idea..
Jap written test. Im in dead meat.. But hope my E-quiz can
pull me up a little.. Pray hard~~
Walked all the way to North canteen to have lunch with Kenneth n Jj.
Then G.D lesson next.. Then afterward, i've forgotten what happened.
LOL.. Was just too 'shag' and restless the whole day.
Not enough sleep.. Was on e way back home. Fall aslp in e mrt...
But was lucky enough to wake up when it reached woodlands.
But, overshot when taking the bus.. -__-
Heez.. Yep..
Class chalet's date was set. 6,7 & 8 March.. Am i right? Yep.
So.. As for VIP... Heard that Ben is going to join.. It didn't clash
afterall.. Is there still any reason i should turn it down?
10 Feb, either i go VIP, or i go Innova Jc.. It will be tedious if
i've to go VIP, all the knowledge i have, either rusty or gone
completely.. Ohh what can i do.. God pls advise me~~



[Tue]
I didn't bring any bag today.. Just went empty-handed. Its just a
2 hour G.D lesson.. Headed off to AMK with JJ n guys to Kpool..
Played a little and went off to meet K.h and Des in sch..
Decided to exercise alittle by going Bball.. Heez...
But not 'shiok' lar.. Got disturbance... So we went off at 5pm plus..
Went to AMK to have our dinner.. Ordered the promotion KFC set..
Totally bloatd.. It's too many for us to settle.. LOL..
Ordered too much.. Heez.. So afterwards, headed back home..
Changed to Bball attire, and meet up again. Walked all e way
to 'Fragrant', sch team was having training. -__-
Then to '515', full of people.. So last choice, to '369'..
only 1/2 court was being occupied.. =)
Played till 9pm plus.. Went to get drinks and walk home...
That's all manz! =D




Saturday, January 27, 2007
1/27/2007 11:31:00 AM


Happy Birthday KahHou


Harrl0oo! Wow~ Feel so shiok... Felt so tired last night after i switch on my com..
Knock off at 7pm plus.. Haha.. And i sleep till the next day, 11am.. Wahaha...
I broke my personal record! LOL... Feel lesser stress, can sleep more.. Heez.. =P

Yeah! Finally 3 projs down... 1 more to go and 4 papers...
Hmmm... Felt so relax.. Yep, opened house ytd.. Didn't play! Wahaha.. Cos Reuben n me wore e opened house's t-shirt.. Not really feel comfortable wearing it.. Heez..

Yep, went off early to school. Help out Shawn and ah ma with e html.. And guess what, Mr 'Focus' dun wanna mark our attendance, saying we are late.. durh~~ He's late too manz! >.<

Went off to North Canteen to have our meal.. I ate 'cai fan'! Haha.. Quite nice~ =)
Return back to Cheong's lecture afterwards.. And will be having 2 hours break after that.. -__-

'Loitered' around with Reuben.. Haha.. Went to ELQ to slack and revise... Wanna go to find either Mr nai or Mr...kee way to clear our doubts.. Saw a set-up stall on 5th floor, selling donuts!! Ha.. bought 3, just wanna try out each favour.. Heez...
Yea, in e end.. We approached both of them.. And comment that, kee way explaint better.. Haha...
Ah lian's lesson next.. Quite a fast 1, connected e circuit, and we can go.. =D

Yep, saw Pkr on e way back home... VIP camp is on e March 10,11,12,13.. A 4days 3 nights camp. It clashed with class chalet which is on March 12,13,14!! OMG..
But yea, i did set my own priorities alrdy... =P
Having bonding with my peeps.. is better~~ =)
So i chose not to go.. Give up that idea of being an instructor...

Hmmm.. Monday will be having 2 tests.. 1 practical test and 1 Jap written test.. Oh my god!! Today will be going to Kh's celebration.. Tmr will be going to my cousin's 21st birthday celebration.. Where can i get e time to study.... oh~oh...
ciaoz...


Thursday, January 25, 2007
1/25/2007 06:24:00 PM


ARgh!! Fk lar! Cos of little things, show me 'lian se'... Wad serious crime i've done? Just abit of books here and there... What else.. Remain in silence... I don't know what to say.. Back home, dinner, in my room.. Doing projs and revising... Sleep, wake up go school... Back.. Dinner.. Been a routine... I've nothing to talk when i came back.. I hate it! Start talking, quarrel.. Even if i just entered, the 1st step.. Things start changing.. I really dislike being at home nowadays.. T-T
Not in the right mood.. Stressed, troubled... Can i still have e mood to keep my room as neat as b4? No one understands me.. Not even a simple question, how's today in school.. Wadever.. Just no more understanding.....

Don't really feel joyful in school.. Tried to crack some jokes with them.. They laughed and enjoyed.. I'm happy to see people around me smile and laugh n joke.. It's so tense, the atmosphere nowadays.. Really feel like breaking down sometimes...
I don't know why things change RAPIDLY... Not being pessimistic, it's just the fact, infront of me.. Feel it, see it.. Just a piece of manure... Chao turtle...

"I'm happy, cos i know there is still God who loves me".. Told by 1 of my bestie~~
Been grumbling to him whenever i need a listening ear.. Thanks dude~

Creative down, V.b down.. Left HTML and G.D to go.. And here comes the major things, the sem exams! 3 "enermies" to tackle, before we are free..

I'm still standing at the position that is more towards not being a V.I...
What if i've joined? So? Will it help me much? Maybe there is times when i should learn how to say no... =S





Wednesday, January 24, 2007
1/24/2007 10:39:00 PM


Went to David sir's 21st belated birthday bbq celebration... Oh, so many people attended.. Joan ma'am went too.. LOL.. Knew 2 friends, Cass. and Weiren... Heez...
Kinda fun haning around out there.. Jokes and e talkings.. Wont feel super duper bored.. =D And.. Im in a dilemma again.. of going VIP[Volunteery Instructor Program]? .. or not... BAHZ!!!!!!!! HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW!!! Omg... 1st contact session is coming soon.. Feb 10... Arghz!! *fan*
I should start thinking now.. What will it help me from joining it.. Learning e knowledge? Knowing new friends? Or going back to sec to help out? Received e application form... Dunno wad to do with it.. Arh! Forget it.. Lets see den..

This week really sucks~~ Think i should learnt the style from chouchou minmin ler~~ Dun restrict the language in my blog~ Haa... Post wadever shit i want and vend the anger here... Boo! Just suck to the core la! Stressed... Projs... Exams.. Horrendous feelings.. Bad mood... No appetite.. Facing 'lian se'...
E 1 who's always there. is not there.. No1.. Depression.. coming? oh nope.. hope nope.. I dunnn wannn!! Shoo suckers!
*its hot today* but *cold tmr* , *hot again today* *cold agn 2 days later*
I will get sick soon. going bonker thinking why..
I nv think too much.. cos i wanna be myself..

Haiz... there's a deep hole infront of me.. i walked to it, and fell into it..
Serve me right yar? Being too stupid to even know what's infront of me, or rather, how to react to it.. Being taken for granted of.. Being treat like a nth...
Noticed that, nothing is going right for me... Neither in school nor at home..
Facing 'lian se' at home.. catch nothing n school, school works deteriorate.. Felt o fcukup... *suan tian ku la*, all came together.. from the same destination..
Feel like, banging the wall infront of me and die off.. Straight and simple.. But.. wads the chen nuo... @_@ Felt like a failure at times.. Haiz...
Heard this, "小時候有一個朋友教我,當你眼淚忍不住要流出來的時候,如果能倒立起來,這樣原本要流出來的淚,就流不出來了。" At least i can do something when its not feeling right..
Tatz..





Friday, January 19, 2007
1/19/2007 12:49:00 AM


Happy Birthday Pudding! ^-^




As usual, the 4th day, woke up late... 1hour to rush everything, including transportation time... Boo!
Been having nightmares for e past continuous 3days.. I don't know why?! OMG~~
Either woke up due to shock or can't breathe due to flu, the worst is.. sleep halfway thru. both nostrils got blocked... -__-

Been a little restless in school... Either yawn serveral times or daydream.. Eeewww... Hmmm... 1 more project came in, graphic design's drawing... Although i like drawing lar, but not in e mood to draw... Last minute's project... -_-
2 down, 2 to go... Liew~~ And have been in deep-thoughts recently. I have no more confidence in getting GPA of 3.0 and above le... I'm too lousy in most of the modules... Yuckz!!

Hmmm... So excited~~ Looking forward to our class chalet yea! On e March holiday period~~ Weet~~ =D Yep, today's thursday... Facing chai for e whole day..
Yep, don't like his lab... And lecture.. We saw a "Merlion"! LOL...
Shall not elaborate more... If not will gonna be skinned alive... LOL...

Yep.. Stayed back in school.. Discuss Vb project with Sha, till school closes.. 8pm..
Headed home, finally... Wahahaha... =D


Sunday, January 14, 2007
1/14/2007 11:33:00 AM


Slept at 2am, after editing my HTML proj. and suddenly remembered that we were told to add an additional page of "My Ambition" to it.

Had to meet up K.h and Jere for our usual basketball casual play at 7.45am, since last night didn't really had fun playing just for awhile and the lights went off at 10pm.

Really felt very tired. It was a nice sleep la, but... I got this weird dream..
Once heard from those folks, saying that if you have a dream. And you don't want it to come true, just say it out, and that particular dream will be "broken" and vanished... If you keep it to yourself, the possibility of it to come true is high and it will face this thing called, Dejavu..

I remembered we were in a group. <Me, Shawn, Junjie, ChyeSoon, Kenneth, Yuwen, Meiying and Angela>

We have got into the past, those people were dressed in weird clothings, the surrounding was like in the 70s or 80s.. We fall from nowhere in the mid-air and were divided into groups and got separated. I remembered i was with Shawn.. Both of us were finding "something" and "exploring the ways".


Soon we found one another in a T-cross road..
I noticed something through the way. Some seemed to have lost a small part of memory, forgetting some of us..

Kenneth was missing throughout my entire dream.. Ha.. Junjie and ChyeSoon were not found yet. The whole dream, didn't see Kenneth, only saw his Nyp admin card and I/C.


I remembered that all of us went to catch a movie in a *Ulu* threater, was in S.P...
*By the way, has S.P started in the 70s or 80s??*
Yea, it was more like an auditorium instead... Walked off in the mid. of the show...

It was like, we kept on asking each other, "Ni zhi dao ni shi shui ma? Ni ji de wo ma? Ji de wo men ma?" Ya, only Shawn and Angela remembered.. While asking Yuwen, she just started giggling... -__- But still, we laughed and joked on the way... =D
Cool ar! Even though we don't remember some of 'us'... Heez...


Suddenly a toilet door 'scene' infront of us.. Shawn and i went in.. Saw a bin.. Yar, that was the time when we saw Kenneth idenity cards were inside, as for him, nowhere in sight. At that time we only have had the thoughts that he was most probably being "killed" by those tribal we've saw earlier along our way.. =S

And guess what.. Junjie and ChyeSoon came out of the toilet at that moment.. Coincidence huh? For a dream... LOL..

Chyesoon just asked me. "Ni shi shui?".. I've forgotten what i did next...
But in the end, we stayed as a group.. Exploring how to get out of that stupid place and return back to the "future" where we belong...


At this time, 7am... I was awake by Kh's morning call's msges..
It's still drizzling... So think i just enjoy the comfort in my bed... LOL...
Was just too tired, didnt get out of my bed, continue to sleep after that...

Oh my god! It's just too weird lar! That dream, it actually continues from where it stopped... *Anyone experience this before??*



Attended 1 restaurant's event.. But once we entered, found out that if we never get to meet some of their criterias.. We were get our "heads rolling on the floor"...
But somehow we managed to sneak out bah... Wonder why.. LOL....

And guess what?! We've found a way to get back to the future..
By playing that 'dangerous' go-kart...

If failed to get it through, means our lives is gone...
We observed as we were queuing for it.. The slope was very steep. As going down, the speed really increase tremendously.. Some failed to turn and just fell off and probably die or injure... Cos its a few storey high... -__-


Simply drew this out of boredom, just similar to what i dreamt about la, cos its hard to really recall every details.. LOL...




At this time, 8am plus... I was woken up by my parents..
Dad had to go for his eyes op check-up.. So came in my room to off the aircon and switch on the fan [same daily routine if i've no school].. Haha...

So what's the ending, no one knows..
Mystery eh!
Got back to sleep again, 'dreamless' sleep till 11am then woke up... -__- Heez...


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Friday, January 12, 2007
1/12/2007 08:50:00 PM


Woot! Another week is gone... Soon, we're year 2! Haha... But still have to face those final exams and handing in of projects la! Hate it manz! But, who like it.. LOL... *talking nonscence*
Hmmm... Yep, a long long friday ended. Should be getting bored la, cos of long school hours. From 9am to 6pm. But instead of 'negative feelings', like bored.. I felt so happy. Been enjoying being myself today. ^-^

So it was a rainy day again. Lectures started late, at 9.40am. Finally i got to understand abit of the Tombaleh's lectures... Hmmm.. HTML, have decided to postponed the test due to some requests. But in the end, we "PROTEST"! Haha... So those who feel they're not ready, didn't take it.
So kind of George Tan hor? Haha...
He can really talk non-stop once he started his 'story', even during our test. He talk like nobody's business. But he's 1 kind person lar, not like 'some particular lecturer'.. OOoppz... did i say something? LOL... =P

Yea.. Some of us headed to North-canteen to have our breakfast. The foods there are
nice norhz! Esp. western food! Heez...
Again, our laughing session. Yvonne can really laugh non-stop once she started. -__-

Lecture, presentation..... Yep, all of us in my group have presented. Pheww~~~
Mr Son, got a nickname from us. The Adolf Hitler... *Correct spelling? Haha...*
He did 1 particular pose, looked like him. A fast lecture, infact, the earliest we got compared to the past few... just 22minutes, as he mentioned.. Still said "ZHUN"... Haa... Funny lecturer~~ That's why i enjoyed his class.. Heez...

1hour 30mins of break before Lian's class starts.. Went to Library's cafe.. Slacked and slept there.. Haha...
Nth much in her class, just e practical.. After that headed back home~~ =D

Im smart now, brought along an umbrella... If not it will be another day to stuck at the bus stop again.. Wahaha... =D


Monday, January 08, 2007
1/08/2007 05:50:00 PM


It has been like... oh... "decades" ever since i posted?
Yar, lazy to blog. Cos there's nothing much to blog. Even if have, i will forgot what has happened.. Haha... Maybe time is precious now? Hee.. So much things on hand. And so many things had happened.. Ya, when it's time for me to blog. I think it's the time that i wanna relax and pour all the things out.. Regardless of happy or unhappy things..

2 weeks of holiday was over. It's fast~ Yea, been so troubled. Nothing seemed to be right.. Thanks for 'those' who know and had advised n consoled me.
Sometimes i just meet my breaking point.. I really can't 'tahan'.

"Hey! Ya, u should know who im refering to u if u're reading this. Shoo~ Get lost lar! Don't 'bai jia zi' infront. >.<"

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Hmm... Nvm, just learn to hackcare like what a person had taught be to do.
Smilez~~ =D

Yep, went off to Bangkok during e holiday to pass a 'New Year'. Nice trip bah, even though didnt buy anything much. What i saw and wanted to buy, are all e SUPER DUPER ex price. So just give up my thought. =S Nvm.. "You yuan zai jian~" Hahaha... =)
Got e news of the bombing incident that New year eve night. 9 places had been planted bombs, and they blasted. We are lucky bah. Heez... Get to 2 of the 9 places, earlier on that same day. Heard that those blasted at 6.30pm in the evening.
Were having steamboat. Pheww~~ Heheez...
Yar, tragic happened. Those poor store owners got injured, few died. Hmm.. Just pity them... Those who planted are just too cruel...
Yep, let bygones be bygones... *Change topic* Heheez...

School started, same routines. Nothing much, nothing special. Just boring~ Who don't agree those lectures are boring? Right? Hahaha...
I think i will most probably scored quite badly in this Sem. Didn't had a 'good start'... And don't really understand the things in some modules.. OMG~~
Have to buck up le~~
And yea, hope everyone in E3 get to promote all tog. too to year 2! ^-^
Jiayou everyone! =D



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