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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Light!!! ^-^
8/31/2005 09:49:00 PM


Everyone has different kinds of lives,different 'pathway' to choose,different view of point on the same object/situation.As what people often said, what comes around goes around,it's true. What you have contributed will ended up return back to you in your future.Life is,indeed strange.No one can expect what will happen to them.One second ago he was here,the next few seconds,he may be dead.That's why people always said,cherish the people and things around you before you regret of not doing it.As i've attended this motivational workshop,by the company,EKA. This gentleman,Mr Ramesh,has sort of, changed my life,different perspection to view things.And most importantly,taught me the way to overcome my anger.Really thanks a lot.
Most of us were demoralised by the "bad" things we've done.Seeing bad or unsatisfy results.Dragging our footwears to school every morning,facing the things we don't like much.."Sianz nahz!!" Everything seemed to be "Sianz nahz" during the darkest period of times. But after we've heard what Ramesh told what,to put in 100% of effort you do,even for the things you do not like,you will be credited for the amount of hardwork you have put in. 2 years ago,we had the similar workshop,by Mr Stuart Tan and Mr Ramesh,most of us were so emotionally affected after what they have said.But later on,we changed back to our normal self,as what people said,a leopard won't change its spot.Am i correct? Yep, actually i felt that this workshop is kind of, relaxing session for us? At the same time, learnt quite a lot of things..values.. FIP=fear,ignorance,pain..These things are in most part of our life. I found it is quite true, in the sense that we will have fear in what we're going to do. Yea,during the last day of the workshop, we watched a movie,only a short part of it. It's a dark period our forefathers were having, captured by the Japanese, forced to built the Death railway track. Yep, i admit it really touched me. At times, we take things around us for granted, we really have to know why we can have a really confortable environment to live in today. All is through the hardwork and sacrifies done by 'them'. I hope we really can appreciate what we are having now.
By the way, this coming friday is our Sec4 English Prelim..Really fast huh, hope it will be an easy paper. Haha... Between, last part of this workshop, was about friends. 'You made a different in me...'Write a letter to them. But i personally feel that, if a friend is really true to you, you will feel it without writing a letter to him/her to tell her how you have made a different in their life. Is it true? To friends who really made a huge or slight different in my life: Aishah, David, Desmond, Huini, Jocelyn, Kahhou, Kheerui, Leeyun, Melvin, Mich Lee, Mich.Tong, Mingzhao, Nigel and Zhenwei. Thanks a lot! Friends forever! ^-^
To Be Continued...


Monday, August 08, 2005
Lots of problems...Haishz..;|
8/08/2005 02:24:00 PM


Hey hie!! My blog is super boring right?Haha...Never update anything for almost two months...Heez...Paisei worz!! Partly is that im becoming a lazy bum ler..And lazy to type out such a long long posting..Den sorry for waiting for me to update my blog worz!! Kekeez..Hmmm, okay..My last posting was on e 9June'05..Now is 8Aug'05..Quite alot of things happen bahz...Hmmm..
During e June holiday,i went to China with my family..I think this trip is much better than e trip to Shanghai last year..'cause bought alot of things i like..Bought some shoes,Mp3..etc..Heez...'Da feng shou' bahz..Hmmm,went to 8places in this 1week trip,i rmbed got went to shen zheng,zhu hai,zhong san,sun de,pan yu,fo shan,zhao qing and last place is guang zhou...Good memory bahz...wahaha...Jkjk...=p
Then after that,school reopened..Stress came back again..As usual..Hmmmm..Did e whole book tys for eng compre..Hard work paid off abit,improve a little in e sch eng mock exams..Heez...Okay,about studies..In science,same thing,no matter how much effort i put in,result is still the same..They said my study method is wrong..Then what should i do...Haishz..And recently heard that e Chinese 'O' level result is coming out soon,after e National day..Looking-forward,but at e same time,feeling quite scared..Hmmmm...what to do,what was done has already done..Have already put in my 100% effort in studying Chinese..No regret..Hope e result meet my expectation bahz..
Okay,let's drop e topic on studies..There's still quite alot of problem even after i've stepped down from Cmc members..Okay,there's an incident happened during 19July,which made me regret in my entire life..Now,this game is neither win nor lose..It's a draw for me..But i feel that slowly as time pass,i belong to e losing side..I just feel guilty,this war is all about mind-guessing..If u're wrong,u'll die,die in guilty..Haishz...I just wanted to surrender at this moment of time..What should i do? There's nth much i can do now..A 365degree change..This incident has affected other areas..'Besides,there is a war now in WGS.RCY!! Involving some conflicts with teacher..Whole RCY unit against a teacher!?!? Okay,who don't know we hate that AUNTY tan to e core..This is a recent case,let's start from here...Thursday Rc activities have changed to tuesday..Reason because Ms chong wanted e seniors to come down to help e unit n e new cmc pple..Ever1 respect Ms chong as she's e 1 who raise up e whole unit and we grew up in Rc,having some feeling in it,get wad i mean? Then,as usual,Me,Jh,Ben n Kr came down to help out..on e 2Aug..a sch Ndp rehearsal..We came down to be e 1st aiders..But e rehearsal was cancelled..No1 inform us abt it..Then,this activity became a normal training with their full uni.. Everything went smoothly..Until dismissal,AUNTY tan called me n Jh(Ben n kr not arnd at that time),she said "Go n concentrate on ur things, I don't want to see u guys from e next red cross training onwards!"..Then,we were flabbergasted,nv expect her to say anything like that suddenly..I was like,'blood boiled',keep scolding non-stop..J.h told ben n kr..AUNTY tan was so unreasonable..We came here cus Ms chong approached us,called us down to help out..In e end,'kena' by tan somemore,w/o any thanks at all..'Hao xin mei hao bao'..Suan le,then awhile later..that AUNTY tan walked towards me n J.h..Said "Er..Next tue is e sch Ndp event,i need about 6 1st aiders...-Long pause- But after this event,i don't wish to see u guys down for WGS.RCY anymore..."Arghz...WTF! Even more "blood boil",she want us then approach n pls us..if don't want us then tell us better dont come,we're wad..Tan's maid? NO WAY!! Hate her to e core! not only me,n e sec4 cohort...Now e current cmc pple also hate her...Lol...Even Eusoff sir..Nxt few days,i heard from e current rc chairperson, she approach them after she knew that we wanna rebel her...Even say a PLEASE to Kr,but got rejected by him..Haha..Then heard that,after she was rejected,she just said.."Fine." den turned n walked away liao..SHowing attitude manz!Lolz..In e end,today's ndp event was e sec3 who helped her..If not no 1st aiders..Then people faint also not our problem,all is she caused de,1 of current cmc pple told me that they hate her to e core,do nth but just talking here n there,act as if she knows everything..Nth successful come out of her since she's 1 of RCY teacher in-charged.'Shi bai shi bai shi bai..'Hahaz...Hmmm..Then,we chit-chat with Eusoff,we den knew he also dislike tan alot..He said if we became VI next time,come back to help WGS if AUNTY tan has leave this school,if not we'll go other school.Hmmm..Then said what we all going to boycott AUNTY tan..we all as in whole sec 4 RC pple..What tan plans de activities,we won't be going..As well as the POC,passing out ceremony..Hmmmm...This matter is getting 'big' le bahz..Haishz..
Hmmmm..Talking about subjects,sure is thought about Biology..Another big issue for us..Recently,'she' is not in a good mood..Plus,we didn't complete our work..some didn't bring T.b..Make things even worst..Just like having e next World War 3..Hmmm...Then me,jie n Ivyna deciding to drop this subject..But after Mr Junus encouraged jie not to give up so easily..Gonna try e prelim 1st den see situation..Then 3 of us will give it a try bahz..Hmmm...Headache manz!! Then okay bahz..i think i'll stop here ler..Hope everything will be fine bahz..Ciao...


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