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Sunday, July 30, 2006
7/30/2006 10:43:00 PM

No topic! Haha... =D



2 8 J u l y - F r i d a y
Hi! Back to adding another new entry..Hee.. Yep, today shiok ar! Only need to go e Java lecture, a 1hour lecture tat started at 11am.. So it means that i can sleep for more ler! Haha... Don't need wake up at 6am and prepare to go school..Hee...

Alright la, e java lecture went thru e past year exam paper... -_-
Den just like tat, it ended... Lame lor..LoL..
After that we went to F.j to eat our lunch..

Wow, lots of people sia.. It's not easy to find a place for us all to sit together, so ended up sitting separately..Booom,, it's raining... LOL.. =P
After eating, we went to E-learning plaza do continue our Java Project,
quite alot came to do.. But soon, getting lesser n lesser.. Den left me,Hs,Jj and Angela.. Soon, was headache enough to do Java ler.. Played W.E11 with Jj..Haha..

Afterward, Erwitt came to join us.. We decided to go Chomp Chomp in serangoon to have our dinner...WOW, all e nice foods were there... LOL.. We didnt eat individual de, ordered many dishes n we shared..Hee.. Have Stingray, CarrotCake, 'Wu xiang', 'Oh jian', hokkien mee... Wahaha... Really enjoy eating with them... Esp with Erwitt and Angela, we have alot of topic to talk about both of them.. Hee... But it's not real la, just joking with them.. So don't take it real.. Haha...
After that den went home ler.. Took a bus to Amk and Mrt back to Woodlands..Hee..

2 9 J u l y - S a t u r d a y
Weeet u weeet!!! Today ish a 'nothing better to do' day for me.. Was actually meeting jie together with Shawn n Hs to java'ing.. But end up only mie, Hs n Shawn..She, went auntie hse..Lol..

Den at 1st wanna go Amk Lib, but e net ish not free access, so went to Mac to do our Proj, and help Shawn with his too.. Improvised on some parts, explain to him, n tats it fer e day.. No more mood to do liao..LOL.. So went to walk around in Amk centre.. Bought a currypuff..Yummy! Hee..

H.s went off to his ah ma hse.. So left we 2 person, wanna go watch Lady in the water de.. But i tot 6pm plus gotta go home, but after Hs went off, mum called n asked mie 7plus den go, to wait fer my dad to fetch mie to have a treatment on my right wrist e 2nd time.. Hee..
Den in e end nv go watch, so sianz with just 2 persons go watch a movie..
LOL...Fun walking arnd, LOITER! Lolz...

We went to a comics shop, stayed there for about 1/2hr looking thru e comics, den at e same time i bought some titbits from tat shop.. Haha... Rmbed Shawn last time told mie thr's a colored pen can draw on surface den a mark will pop up aft it dry.. So we went Popular look fer it, found it! We drew on e back cover of our phones.. Haha.. Bought a box of diskette fer Java's use.. Cheap too, so didnt buy 1 diskette,bought 1 box.. Hee..

After that we went to e 'old' hawker there to have our dinner, bought e Curry chicken rice, at ONLY $1.90!! Cheap manz, value meal seh! Lol, but not full de.. Ate ice-jelly cocktail lor.. Haha..

After dinner is settled, he was going back.. Den i gotta go to woodlands to wait fer my dad to fetch me to get e treatment fer my injured wrist.. Hee..Tats all bahz.. Ciao guys!


3 0 J u l y - S u n d a y
=D Woke up at 9.30am today, was heading to Jj hse to do our Java today at arnd noon time.. Met Shawn at Yck mrt station and took a bus to his hse in Sengkang.. Near my aunt's hse.. So wont get lost so easily.. LOL...

Hmmm.. Maybe some miscommunication problem occured.. Cos was waiting for H.s who bring M.y to Jj hse, cos M.y don't know where is it.. Den we waited at Rivervale Mall, went L.j.s to eat.. After eating i wanna go to e Cd shop to buy e new S.H.E album for my cousin's bday prezzie.. But too bad la, e person said they haven stock in e album yet.. So didnt buy 1st, walked arnd lor, to wait fer H.s..

For abt 15 to 20mins later, Shawn called H.s to ask where is he, -_-.. He was in Jj's hse ler.. Omg.. We were feeling so 'blood-boiled' at 1st la.. Haha... But it's okay la, communication problem.. Can't blame.. Hee...

Reached there and all were in Jj's room doing their proj.. Hee... Awhile later Angela jie n her friend and M.y left ler.. Then H.s was going off for a concert with his friends.. Then left Erwitt,Shawn and me lor..Hee.. So good of Jj's mum, she bought 'Ke Ai Ji' 's fried chicken for us to eat..Thnkz wor! Heez...

Den did finish improvisation of my driver file.. Done, felt so relieved.. Hee... Went to play W.E11 with Jj, haha... Destress...Lol... Den soon arnd 6pm plus.. I was going to join my family in Bishan J.8... Shawn's dad fetched mie directly to J.8..So good!! Haha... Thankz thankz wor! Heez...

Yep, meet my family they all, den went Amk to eat dinner, celebrated my cousin's bday in advanced just now, but actual was on 2nd Aug.. Yep.. Was bloated after e dinner..Haha...
Gotta go ler! Byebye and visit more often wor! Wahaha...
Take care n ciao! =D

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
7/26/2006 08:06:00 PM

DA JIA MUST JIAY0U YEAH!!! =D



Hey yeah! DA JIA HAO! Haha... HAO JIU BU JIAN! yar, went to JunYang's concert today.. Hai hao la... He came out with e song called "L.O.V.E" if im not wrong.. hee... E best songs ish always e 'grand finale', Sha sha de shui.. sang while throwing some of his posters down to us.. Too bad la, we all no luck.. Lolz... Total he only sang 5 songs, den ended e concert ler..
Like sort of onli come Nyp promote his album.. Haha.. 3 plus 4pm started before 5pm jiu ended ler.. So fast.. L0lz...

Yar, today having e stupid Dmd test... Real damn stupid de test... Shouldn't elaborate much bahz.. Maybe have some miscommunication problem... But just gotta apologise fer e things i've said, ah ma.. Sorry w0r.. =)
Hmmm...Went school this morning fer e Computer Organisation lecture, late by about 5mins.. Didnt care much, just tapped my card..LOL... Who cares man! cos g0t mark attendent..Hee..
But wth, tat lecture ended in abt 30mins time... Turtle! Lolz...
-_-| |

After thinking thru fer many days.. I wanna myself changed.. I don wanna be any 'mood-swinger' anymore.. I'll try.. Im keeping a record book myself.. I named it e emotional book.. Haha, den can keep track of it and change e bad 1 away...Heez.. It might sound lame, but it did work fer e past few days.. Ended my day off with wad kind of mood. Just list it down.. Reflect on those unhappy days and try to change yar.. By 1 month, i wish there r more ticks in e happy column as compared to e unhappy days..
Hee...Jason's law of changing mood..LOL..

At 1st i wanna put 2 bottles, e happy/satisfied days ish filled with 1 red bean each days, whereas green bean fer e opposite.. But tats troublesome, didnt work it out..Hee... Just hope it can work n change e 'mood-swinger' attitude away bahz.. Fewer sad sad days i wished..Kekeez...

Monday n tuesday ain't a good day fer mie.. But i still have to face it de yar,and improve on it..At least wed n today ish better.. Glad.. Haha.. While queuing up to get into e auditorium fer e concert tat time, saw some1 i shouldnt have seen... Tat sissy.. We all were like...oh my god! haha.. den i hid whenever he came near us.. Lolz... Quite a joke la, Ha..

This few days, and even weeks are getting more stress with semestral exams.. Decide e fate of getting into sem2 tog.. Hmmm... Da jia must jia you w0r!
Gotta end here ler.. Tata! Take care n all e best! Ciao!


~> Elementz,0603! I luv u to e core!!! Haha =D <~

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Friday, July 14, 2006
7/14/2006 11:32:00 PM

Arghz...



Hey y0hz hello!!! Lolz... Yep, quite a few days didnt blog... Wah, ish stressed like hellz lor... Java, Database, Comm skills projects.. 1/2 down, 2 and 1/2 to go! Haha... After project week, still have C.maths and Java exams the week after it... Hmmm... Every1 in 0603!! MUST Jiayou wor! We must promote together to sem2 de! Gambatte!

Hmmm.. Yup, went to e Science centre to watch e pilot's show in e Omni threatre. Coolz man! But e content of e show, i watched till fall aslp.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Next, they went for e Career talk.. We skipped it, 'loiter' and explore arnd e science centre.. Took some funny pictures.. Haha.. E talk was really long.. Waited them to be dismissed and took e bus back to Yck Mrt station.. Omg, saw tat 'good friend', [in MilkRun de]... Chao Turtle [*Ah ma, i used ur quote.. Ps..] Haha... Tabbed on my ear, okay, nvm.. A sissy indeed.. SO can't blame.. But in bus.. *she really over-do it...

On e way back to Yck, Jj asked mie go asked e driver whether can stop in AMK central to let them alight.. Cos we all sat behind at e last row, tat "guy" sat at e very 1st row.. I went asked e uncle, suddenly i felt some1 squeeze,pinch n touch my butt... I turned, ish tat CHAO SISSY!!! I was too stun to react anything at that moment..I look at him, tat sissy pointed at e girl beside her... Kaoz... CHAO SISSY, Si ah-kua, just fug off lar, si pervert!!! I will try post his pic in here aft i manage to get it, every1 pls be caution when u saw *her* in Nyp or outside...

Being so lethargic e next day in school, forbia of tat chao sissy..Chicken... Lolz... [Ah ma! Used urs de agn.] Hahaz...
Hmmm... Rushing of e comm skills proj to hand in on friday's lesson.. Got it done at night.. Satisfied.. Wahahaz...

Hmmm... Went to cut hair today after school with Jj and Shawn.. haha.. Booked an appointment at 3.30pm.. So left my bag and lappy with H.s in lib fer them to do their P.d[Personal Develope] project.. 5pm plus Jj still dyeing his hair.. H.s was going off, so he took my things come find mie.. Thnkz yea, Hs! Haha...=)

Hmmm, so tired this few days.. Always feeling so sleepy.. Lolz..

~Sign off~



Friday, July 07, 2006
7/07/2006 09:47:00 PM

Pessimistic = OUT!!! =D
A lesson of self-esteem that enlighten me n make me wake up!! Thnkz! =D



Hey y0hz! Back agn to blogging.. Haha... Yep! Finally...finally i've found e answer to my trouble.. All thnkz to Our comm skills tutor, Iris Choo.. What she said was right, e thing she said, correctly describe what im feeling and facing.. Now i know, what's e root.. Just give me some days, i will prove n show to you.. Thnkz..
Easy to say, but hard to do.. BUT i believe i can do it.. Even if i can't, i MUST! Yesh! E self-esteem.. Haha... Abt e decision-making part, it's even harder.. Just be myself, my original self.. I believe everything will be going 'smoothly' like e starting of e 'time'..
Thnkz Avenlin jiejie, thnkz for what you've done.. Just felt abit guilty at tat moment in e lib.. I promise i'll change, e only person who can help me ish myself, u're right... =D

Yup, no matter what from now onwards.. Pessimistic==OUT!! Haha...
Alright, rushed to school for e comm skills tutorial at 9am.. Shawn was later than us. But he managed to reach thr on time to present.. Keep it up Shawn, Gambatte! =D

Then i found out that i 4got to bring my C.Maths assignment 2 paper to hand in! Omg, thinking of coming back home to take it.. But in e end, re-do a new piece ish e better decision.. Heez.. Didnt eat, rushing to finish agn.. Then was our Java lecture, Mr Ng['Huat'] teaching us, poor Erwitt, always get picked by Mr 'Huat'.. Kekeez.. But by this, it made e whole lecture alive with laughter! Haha...

Afterwards, Shawn,jj n erwitt went to MacRitchie there to jog and train for their Dragonboat.. I stayed back, with H.s.. Went to e lib to continue our Database project.. Joined Reuben they all to study.. Heez..
Omg, on e way to lib, got an abrasion on my left elbow.. Being 'gently pushed' by Jj towards e wall after playing his stupid dumb dumb de 'touching game' LAME! Wahahaz.. Den didnt see e curb there, trip on it n lean on e sharp surfaced wall.. E impact, Woah! Tsk tsk tsk... Haha..

Discuss tog in lib till 4pm plus nearly to 5pm, they all left, went to watch e concert held in NYP auditorium, 'Fan fan', Fan wei qi's concert.. Although i heard that she had injured herself in e recent newspaper, but she still manage to continue her trip to Sg to hold her concert in Nyp, Good spirit manz! Heez.. And Avenlin jie still told me it was a very nice concert! Omg, Haha... Let's wait for e nxt concert in Nyp, don't know by who ler... I'll most probably go for e next 1 de!! L0Lz... =p

Yeah, facing e mirror in every morning to...."Those who know comm skills will know lar" Shouldn't elaborate more on it..L0Lz... Think this will sonner or later help me, my character, attitude wise.. Wahahaz... Just rmb in my heart yar, "If I can't, I MUST!" By Ramesh and Adam Khoo's courses i went to few years back in sec sch... Heez...

Tmr's street soccer with Jj they all had just cancelled..Omg, not enough people to play against.. Nvm lor, next time yea.. Heez.. Also a good time to 'recuperate' before doing any sports.. Haha...

Okay, gonna go ler. Ciao! =D
~~~Happy happy happy...Lalala... Wahahaz...~~~
P.s*That's why people started to say i'm a weirdo! L0Lz..*


~Sign off~
*In e process of changing...*
*Looking forward to a better me in future! Kekeez..=D*


Thursday, July 06, 2006
7/06/2006 11:34:00 PM

Feeling of numbness...



What the hell, things aint going smooth, n not what i expected it to be..
Sick...Having headache, sore throat n lit of flu.. No appetite recently.. I'm too stressed!!! Stress abt everything in the world!! Abt wad im concern abt.. Tats e style of e horoscope, virgo... I should ask myself what actually happen to pple arnd me.. NOPE!, perhaps, wrong... I should ask myself what had actually happened to me?! What e fcuking hell im doing n thinking these days... I realli realli 'shou bu liao' ler.. Back to e same old me agn, juz lit e sec days.. I've tried my very best to change aft poly life, but to no avail..

Lit e days with lorts of craps, no trouble, juz play as much as i lit on e 1st few weeks of sch, bbut now.. I can't animore, why?! Lit what jj said, P.d might probably help...

Its hard to express out, to say out.. Juz a sudden of.... quietness inside me.. Feeling of 'outcast'... I "rejected" it, but cant.. Friends, pls tell me why.. Pls advice mie... Help... Haishz...
Realli very sick n tired of e situation arnd mie..
Am i too sensitive like someone said to me? Or is it just human nature which another person told me...?

Today ish better den ytd in school.. Hope 'it' will continue to improve!
Proj r piling higher, higher n higher.. Can't complain either, there r others worst than wad im facing.. So just accept it n work towards our goal...
Alrite, ytd went to collect our pay at genting lane area near Macpherson<-[wrong spelling.. kekeez...] area.. H.s came along, was afterwards we r having our cca...

Return back to school, e time was onlii 4pm plus 5pm, n e class starts at 6.30, so we went to Food junction to eat come foods.. Chated with H.s for very long in there, was kind of lit, '1/2 of a big rock' was being removed from inside my heart after telling him all e stuff i was feeling, great relief.. Thnkz H.s.. Glad that u understand all e things i've said... But still, e mixed n numb feeling ish still there.. I don't know what to do with it..

Pple always said, let time heal the wound.. Is it always true to this kind of situation?
I think not for mine.. Omg.. Trying to 'neutalise' my feeling, he said nth ish impossible, everything ish possible in this world.. But but... Haishz.. Should e words, "Let it be" come out at this moment of time? ='(

It was e 1st guitar ensemble lesson, no more training.. Its kinda boring in e 1st part, lecture.. Haha.. Ended at 8pm.. Went home straight away.. Didnt have dinner at home, mum nv cook today, ate my dinner juz now in e food junction with H.s... Haha..
N next week ish our Flash test ler..Omg, so many modules' tests/projects come together at e same period of time... Alright, should stop here.. Bye, and thnkz for reading this entry..

*I think this song really really suit my feeling now... =(

~Signoff~
...Tired...



Saturday, July 01, 2006
7/01/2006 11:30:00 PM

EXAM WEEK!! STRESS... =(



1July[Saturday]
Hey! This weeks started to focus on my acedemic..Lesser sports ler, miss playing soccer at hockey pitch.. Haha... C.maths Sem. exam just over, its ytd.. Today wake up at 11plus.. Went online, met ah ma n pudding to java'ing at Woodlands Nat. Lib.. Java'ing=Studying java.. LOL.. E test will be on this coming tuesday ler. Ridiculous rule, get 1 wrong qns, 1 mark ish deducted. Sh!t lar! L0lz.. Make us all so stress.. Ah ma, a slack slack de person oso can get stress up, see how improtant it is.. Wakakaz... Met them at 3plus.. Hard to find a place to study, all ish occupied.. At last, found just nice 3 seats fer us.. Haha.. Studied a few pages, i went to read newpaper, ah ma read her mag.. Cos its demoralising to study 5 chapters with 300 over pages.. LOLz.. Finally, we ended up going to L.j.s to eat fries..Haha.. Den shop n walk arnd Cwp.. Walk arnd in colds storage...Den we found out tat ah ma ish onlii a 12 month old baby!!! Incredible! Joking joking...Kekeez...
Shop till 7pm plus den ah ma had to leave n head to Pasir ris to find shushu.. Den we went back ler..
On e way home, Omg, i saw... 2 HDB blocks, 1 block's void deck was occupied by e Malay, they were having their wedding ceremony..
Another block, which ish beside it, was occupied by e chinese, they were having a funeral, monks were chanting in e process...
Think its a good thing e pple who were involved in e wedding were not tat superstitious... Haha...
Alright, reached home, mum cooked e 'shou mian'...Nice!! heez... Den watch abit of teevee,"Zhou Ri Ba Dian Dang by Jacky Wu", hehz... Den went to continue my P.E.S... N now blogging..Haa.. Tmr still have e MilkRun event.. Have to participate in e mass dance..But quite fun la..Haha... 9.45am gotta reach Sch atrium ler.. 1 week 7 days, everyday ended up in school... Haishz.. Haha...



30June[Friday]
Woooot... Computing maths Sem. exam finally ended.. Okay, Dad fetched mie to sch today.. Haha... So tat means my transport fee fer e day e saved..Kekeez.. Yea, reach school at arnd 12plus, though e paper ish at 4.30, a 1.5 hr duration paper.. Joined H.s in North wing lib.. He even more pro, 10plus, 11 reached school ler..Haha..
Alright la, revised abit more n clear some of my doubts.. He's a silent killer too, tats y can help mie in my c.maths.. LOL.. J.j said that.. Soon, more pple joined in.. Avenlin jie, must jia you wor! Gotta work hard n not 'ling shi bao fuo jiao ler'.. Heez.. But g0rt any qns come ask mie yea! Hehz.. Hmmm, luckily Angela jie can enter to take e test, cos she 4get to bring her admin card.. Alright lor, e atmostphere during e paper, slack slack de.. Lucky e qns from e paper most ish do b4 de.. But i got alot of careless!!! Omg.. Hahaz... Just hope to get a pass ish enough ler.. Wakakaz...
Yep, tat day den we knew why sha. was disappear these days.. He was hopitalised due to dengue fever.. Shawn they all intend to invite him after e maths paper.. But in e end never go.. I cant go cos after e paper dad come fetch mie for family dinner.. Intend to go on sat to visit but most r working.. So end up all nv go.. Speedy recovery, Sha!! =D
6.15pm paper already ended, called dad n he said 7pm den will reach.. So waited in school lor.. Went cheers buy Nachos.. Hold e nachos, walked arnd e sch compound n eat..Enjoying e scenery.. LOL... Den bought e M&M chocolate from e machine.. Walk to e bus stop outside e school n wait lor.. Boring moment..LOL.. Lucky got Avenlin jie company mie to chat..
Went to e Kallang's new korean steamboat, "Da Chang Jin".. its not recommended yar! Go 1 time can don't go ler.. Not nice de... E steamboat ish korean food, but ish opened by e china pple.. Food taste not good.. E 'shi tou fan - stone rice' totally not up to standard.. Btw, its a korea food containing rice using e bowl made of stone, had a korean history in it.. Yea.. Haha... Finish eating, went home.. Too tired and have a slight headache... E side effect from doing e computing maths paper.. Omg.. Lolz...



29June[Thursday]
Today ish sho sicko!!! LOLz... Studied e whole day in sch lib.. I reached school at arnd 10am plus, started studying C-maths, tmr ish e paper ler, stressed, somemore no tips given....E onlii tip given was, study e whole book...Lolz.. Crap la! Hahaz...
Till noon time, cant really stand it ler..Was like brain going to explode ler, *brain not enough memory, limited memory space*.. Wakakaz... *Freezing cold out there now*.. Lame.. LOLz...
Walked out n breathe in fresh air.. Kekeez.. Went to eat lunch with Shawn n J.j, had sandwishes from e Fastfood canteen.. Hehz.. Backed to lib.. continue e war against c.maths book.. Haha.. Till 6pm plus some of them left ler.. Only left Ah ma, Shawn, H.s, Angela jie n mie... We studied till 8plus den went off ler.. Dinner.. I went to buy Mac-chicken burger eat it while walking with them.. Haha..Dinner, settled.. Wahahaz... Taste good la, eating dinner while walking.. Haha...



27June[Tuesday]
Yep, today actually wanna go study in school 1st tog den go catch a movie..
But Shawn said cant, movie will be starting at 1pm plus.. So we all meet at Yishun Mrt station, wanna go catch, Silent Hill movie.. There were Shawn, J.j, H.s, Avenlin jie, Angela jie, Yuwen ah ma, Erwitt n me.. Hehz.. Like it! Close class bonding.. Haha... Hmmm, bought e tickets, still have half hour b4 movie starts.. So we went to L.j.s to have our lunch.. Me, my brunch... LOLz... Quite full yar.. So didnt buy pop corns later, only buy drinks.. Hehz, e movie, i rate it 7/10 bahz.. E storyline have to think de siaz... Hahaz... Not like poseidon... In e end e mother, Rose and her child died yar, they were in different dimension with her husband.. But e climax abit nice la, Lolz.. E zombie were dancing hip-hop dance at e last part b4 e demon room and e truth ish out.. Hahaz.. Den this movie took 2hr plus to end.. Came out of e threatre, already 3plus 4pm... Go back to school to study oso no time ler.. Den in e end we all go back home lor.. Sianz.. Lolz.. Alright... Gotta stop here ler! Tata and take care! =D
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