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Feeling of numbness...
What the hell, things aint going smooth, n not what i expected it to be..
Sick...Having headache, sore throat n lit of flu.. No appetite recently.. I'm too stressed!!! Stress abt everything in the world!! Abt wad im concern abt.. Tats e style of e horoscope, virgo... I should ask myself what actually happen to pple arnd me.. NOPE!, perhaps, wrong... I should ask myself what had actually happened to me?! What e fcuking hell im doing n thinking these days... I realli realli 'shou bu liao' ler.. Back to e same old me agn, juz lit e sec days.. I've tried my very best to change aft poly life, but to no avail..
Lit e days with lorts of craps, no trouble, juz play as much as i lit on e 1st few weeks of sch, bbut now.. I can't animore, why?! Lit what jj said, P.d might probably help...
Its hard to express out, to say out.. Juz a sudden of.... quietness inside me.. Feeling of 'outcast'... I "rejected" it, but cant.. Friends, pls tell me why.. Pls advice mie... Help... Haishz...
Realli very sick n tired of e situation arnd mie..
Am i too sensitive like someone said to me? Or is it just human nature which another person told me...?
Today ish better den ytd in school.. Hope 'it' will continue to improve!
Proj r piling higher, higher n higher.. Can't complain either, there r others worst than wad im facing.. So just accept it n work towards our goal...
Alrite, ytd went to collect our pay at genting lane area near Macpherson<-[wrong spelling.. kekeez...] area.. H.s came along, was afterwards we r having our cca...
Return back to school, e time was onlii 4pm plus 5pm, n e class starts at 6.30, so we went to Food junction to eat come foods.. Chated with H.s for very long in there, was kind of lit, '1/2 of a big rock' was being removed from inside my heart after telling him all e stuff i was feeling, great relief.. Thnkz H.s.. Glad that u understand all e things i've said... But still, e mixed n numb feeling ish still there.. I don't know what to do with it..
Pple always said, let time heal the wound.. Is it always true to this kind of situation?
I think not for mine.. Omg.. Trying to 'neutalise' my feeling, he said nth ish impossible, everything ish possible in this world.. But but... Haishz.. Should e words, "Let it be" come out at this moment of time? ='(
It was e 1st guitar ensemble lesson, no more training.. Its kinda boring in e 1st part, lecture.. Haha.. Ended at 8pm.. Went home straight away.. Didnt have dinner at home, mum nv cook today, ate my dinner juz now in e food junction with H.s... Haha..
N next week ish our Flash test ler..Omg, so many modules' tests/projects come together at e same period of time... Alright, should stop here.. Bye, and thnkz for reading this entry..
*I think this song really really suit my feeling now... =(
~Signoff~
...Tired...