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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Is it true or am i too sensitive?=|
2/22/2005 09:17:00 PM

Hey!Back to blogging time yea..Arghz...body aching,due to e Pe lesson yesterday by MS TIA!!!Torturing periods!!!N some more today was e footdrill com training,so how?having whole body aching,do footdrill,was really a difficult task..Yea..Left hand not parallel to e ground while marching,legs not 90degree..Making everything look so slack..Haishz...Still having e stupid problem...Having some emotional problem after training,told everything to Aishah,K.r..No1 else,they wont understand it..Really!At 1st,i was like,given some motivation from *2 people*,that's y im here..N i finally make up my mind..IM WILLING TO JOIN!!!Yea..Things that made me fed-up,was *person A* asked me,"Jason,r u willing to join this competition??"E tone was like,arghz..questioning me??Or wad!!'Blood was sort of boiling yea!!'..2nd,e rest ish like,dont put this things serious enough!!Early dismissal?"Yeah!Can go home early ler.."Wad the!!Nvm,n yeah,today's training..I was pinpoint of my mistakes,even though i remembered that k.r told every1 that nort to pinpoint or wad,Yea,i mean only me...!! No other,even if we did e same mistake...3rd,was like...bias or wad...N if *person x and y* were like,friends for more than 1.1/2 years,relationships btw every1 was like,bonded in rc..N told ya"E 1 sitting on e bench,go there fall in..."I told kr,he also said y like tat..Anyway,i dunno am i too sensitive or wad..I just feel it that way,anything was against me,pretending im transparent!!!Im tired of it ler..There's time when i always looking forward to rc,n was called rc maniac by others...But now,haishz...can predict e nxt training will still be in e same situation..Will it be solved one day??Can't describe my feeling now,it sort of..mix??Mixing machine yeah?Hahaz..kidding..There's a song that describe my feeling now[quite similar yea]..It's from Jay Zhou,'Hei Se You Mo'..Sianz!Hack la!!Gonna go ler,Byeeeeeeee!!!!


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