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Hello guys!Erm...Today is sunday and i think it's a 'happening' day for me..Lots of surprise which can't be expected.It has its own good n bad,is e matter of how u view it.Yup,i went to train my stamina by playing bball with K.h in e morning..And it's quite a hot day..Haha..Okay,later on will be going to my cousin's hse,mum wanted to try out baking e pineapple tarts for e coming new year..And i brought all my h.w along,complete all e tonnes of h.w there.A simple dinner today worz..heez..We went to e 'Kopitiam' to have dinner.And yar,Mich,from now on will treat ya as my besta buddy..Yeah?Haha...N if ya happen to see this post,I've to say that it have its good n bad,by seeing from different views eh..Ha..Hmmm...Yar,er..I've noticed that i've changed this few days..Can see situations in different view of points by myself?Or is it difficult to build a good friendship with others?Hmmm...Many people said that i've think too much,pple like Mrs Oh n Regina said that b4..Hmmm...Okay,and i was just speaking equivocally,rather feeling abit guilty afterwards..Is this the only solution i can make used of?Just denying what it is said..Life has become meaningless to me at this moment,e only motivation to me has gone..Red Cross?Lost interest in it?Lets pray hard its not..I don't even know what is e goal i wanted to achieve most,beside achieving e targeted academic results,my dream is shattered...Y i look so worried?Things r beginning to trouble me sincee 1st day of sch reopen..Things r just getting out of my hands..E environment changed very fast arnd u,u can't expect what it will become..Just cherish what u have arnd u nw..orelse u'll regret..To me,its abt 3more months...Yar,haishz...Maybei'll try to look at it in a different way,be more optimistic,maybeit has its own advantages which i can't notice it now,but not in e future..Changing appearances may change e way others judge u,n what cause u to change appearance?E environment arnd u?Okay,let's drop this topic..Sick of it now..Friendship,i'm a person who place relationship in top priority..Yar,now my feeling is complicated,rather more confused..Depressed..?I was like kind of shock upon seeing what happen,just within a few mins,there was a tremendous change..There will be a barrier if ya ever fight b4,maintaining a good friendship?Cut it short from what i wrote in my diary..Life is becoming boring to me now,same ridiculous routine...Arghz...without any motivation :(...Did i changed into a person with different behaviour n character in e past few days?Or am i just too sensitive about it?I've e feeling of "Y will tis happen?" Am i making e people/friends arnd me to be frustrated n unhappy just because of my stupid,bloody attitude?Just because i'm "trap in it" n facing unexpected situation tat cause me to have this idiotic attitude??I just hate that feeling in me now..Being depressed nw,i feel that im like a 'mute' now..I just don't feel like opening my damn mouth to start talking..what if this happen to me when im in r.c?Teaching them evac. n 'there's 1 among all of them'?Arghz..What should i do?Some1 pls rescue me out of this stupid trap...Can i manage to forget about it completely n be like what it's supposed to be in e past..What can i do nxt?Forcing myself not to feel it that way...?I think it's e best idea at this pathetic moment of time...I'll just stop my crapping..Sorrie fer being too long-winded...Ciaoz...[Be Happy,Don't worry too much..Heez..]..